Finding... [22 Dec 2009|04:02pm] punkpyroprncess [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Crossfade - Cold ] The past couple of days has been interesting. Gotta love the snow and all it's 26in of glory. I had to go into work late on sun because well lets face it waldbaums didn't open till 10:45 and i had work at 9. Well i get there around 12:15 with savino and our great snow adventure. Her car was lodged into someone's front yard and she would of had to walk to work on that day. I pushed all my snow fears aside and I drove to her house and then since none of the side streets were plowed i had to take the long way to work. I saw an abandoned Toyota on the entrance ramp to the service road and i thought shit as my jeep didn't want to go in that general area and was getting stuck in the process. I screamed "god dammit jeep your so much better than a fucking Toyota don't do this to me now!!" and somehow i got unstuck. So I guess the moral of the story is yell at my jeep if you want it to do things it didn't want to do the the first place! lol ::ahem:: on a sadder note I think sunshine is on her way out as well. Well she is 18, and I seriously don't blame her for even lasting this long. I really thought after putting her sister to sleep that she would die weeks later but it's almost a year and she is still here. She can't walk now and we have to pick her up for her to do anything. I want to scream at my mom because she is like I can't handle another death of an animal ariel was to much. Dude she has no right to say that about ariel, she was the one that chickened out and didn't have the dignity to go put her to sleep. She was in so much pain I did it she was my cat I loved her enough to be there and be brave and hold her till they gave her the shots to put her to sleep. Do you know what that does to a person? I felt like total shit I didn't know if it was the right thing to do. But now I look back I knew I did the right thing because if humans had that kind of choice and I was in her shoes I would do it. So I am on death watch with sunshine, I really, REALLY hope she doesn't die on Christmas, I don't think I could handle an animal die on a holiday AGAIN! post comment

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